27/2/2010

不懂几时才能告诉她我要换reseller，很想她快点来，可是又等待着另一边的回复，希望你可以带给我好消息。最近振业跟她翻脸了，不懂他搞到怎样了。我已经开始放弃了，不要再管她，只是坐在那边，等人来就够了。

不懂为什么每天一到这个时候心就开始不舒服，好像有东西闷在里面，总之就是辛苦，不懂是好还是不好的征眺，但是又不懂是怎么一回事，所以就不去理会，希望这一种感觉可以渐渐地消失~


最近都偷懒，去做工前或放工后就去alpha angle找yen, leroy, hong khai 他们，然后才去做工，因为他们全部都在那边，加上全部都是华人，不像我那边，所以就去他们那边消耗一下时间，但我很开心。

我快乐的来源

大家可能都不知道我在想什么，甚至有时候连我也不懂自己在想什么。很多人都说我乱乱想，觉得我很多余，可是这一切都不是我所能控制的，其实我也不想这样。之前你们每天都说我不想回家，我却告诉你们因为很闷，现在我发觉其实不是，而是我在家找不到那种快乐，而跟你们在一起，我却能得到很多快乐，每当我跟你们在一起的时候，我都很珍惜那每一分每一秒，就算你们拿我来开玩笑我也无所谓，我都很开心，因为我知道我回家后就得不到这种快乐了，只有跟你们在一起的时候我才不会有时间想东西。

其实我很想去关心每一位朋友，尤其是那一些不开心的，因为我知道当一个人不开心时，得到朋友的关心和安慰可以胜过一切。可能我不懂如何去关心朋友，可能已经是过度关心，而换来的不是帮助，可能是厌恶，甚至是责怪，去关心他们是因为不想看到我身边有任何一个人忧愁。不知道为什么最近我的心很不舒服，甚至有时还会有些呼吸急速或不顺。

如果我从来没有开始过，那有多好。如果这世界上没有伤心，只有快乐，那该有多好，
如果这只是会在梦境中出现，那我宁愿逗留在那个梦境里，就算是醒不来也无所谓，在虚幻梦境里可能可以使我更开心。

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最近俊毅都在计划旅行的事，我真的很希望可以再跟那班朋友旅行多一次，想到就很开心，希望大家都可以参与，俊毅是想要那些 NS 和之前没有参与 PANGKOR 的朋友一起去，我想你们大概都没问题罢~

good solution

Try not to worry too much about anything. Worry makes things worse.

Stop telling yourself you are miserable. Instead tell yourself you are happy.

You are your own worst critic. Don’t judge yourself too harshly. If you screwed up, accept it and do something to set it right or try not to follow the same behavioural pattern again.

Find something in you to like, then hold on to that, and remind yourself you are a worthwhile human being, and all that you now face will also have to pass.

Don’t let fear get in the way of what you want to do or try. Remember FEAR is just False Evidence Appearing Real. The more you feed your fear, the bigger and insurmountable it gets.

Stop worrying about what others say about you. You can’t control what people say or think. You can’t please everyone. So don’t dwell on what people say. You will just help them rob you of your power and make you weak and ineffective.

Find something to keep you busy when you sense the dark clouds controlling you – call a friend, go out for a walk, listen to upbeat music, run a marathon, have a refreshing drink of lemon tea and reach for a good book, watch your favourite sitcom and laugh till you cry.

Remember, you are responsible for your own actions and decisions. If you don’t like the way you are, make yourself over – be a different you. You can start by giving yourself a physical makeover. No one is standing in your way but you.

人生就是这样

撞撞跌跌，

爬了又爬，

为钱烦恼，

读书头痛，

做工压力 + 闷，

人生就是这样。

开始是天真，

在父母的呵护下无优无虑，

尽情玩乐，享受，

读书后~

开始烦恼，压力，

还是玩乐，可是少了。

做工后，

更烦，更闷，更压力。

烦工钱，烦顾客，

样样都要烦。

一直要搏，存钱存钱，

然后去玩，

玩完了没钱再搏，再存，又再玩。

人生有多闷，

一直做着重复的东西。

Finally got SALE ad

很久没尝试到开单的感觉了，

哈哈哈哈~

其实也没什么好开心的，

我还得追回10张单，

都不懂要怎样追，

她都傻的，以为这样容易追咩，

但我还是得追，

不然就要吃土了。

原因 :

可能真的不适合做promoter，

刚开始的时候每天跟顾客吹，

但现在不懂为什么那个嘴巴好像几斤重，

根本不想再跟顾客吹了，

可能是吹到累了。

我就是这样，

有什么讲什么，

ok 就 ok，不ok 就不 ok，

不可以乱讲，

因为一些顾客很野蛮，

会打电话来骂。

宁愿开少点单都好过中骂。

Thx God Blessing,
Thx hong khai's teaching~
hong khai u can go P1 HQ give training for juniors ad

People, pls do pray the GOD~

What the hell is it,

No sale no talk,

demand for leave also can't,

it is only 1 day, not 1 week.

I have already 5 days no sales,

they always say it is depend on luck and i'm lack of luck,

cheat me, they must got their skills, haha~

she started to treat me not good as before,

how come nowaday lot of people are realism,

can't u don't look the sales is so important.

I'm wondering with my salary now,

don't know who is going to pay my salary,

That guy don't wan bother us,

he always say will check for us,

but never reply me,

1 day, 2 days i keep waiting,

he still not reply yet.

How can u guy treat your employee like that,

who you think we are,

your servant is it ?

we have our right to gain our salary on time,

and you ain't suppose to treat us like that,

I'm not your servant,

pay me my salary as soon as possible~

And U don't think i'm stupid,

give me such low commision,

please can you be fair,

i know sometime you treat your employee so good,

but sometime you never think about us,

u are just focus on 1 thing,

people who know u and they will know what is it.

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Just now my dad come back and he told me that,

his sifu said there will be a more serious diseases which serious than H1N1

will land on this world.

Started from now, 

people please do pray the God,

Guan Yin, Jesus, ..........

Save the world, save the earth, save our life...

~man can conquer nature~

I Hate U, but I love u because u give me money

I hate "U",

U make me busy,

U make me scolded by lot of ppl,

U burden me a lot,

U afflict me a lot,
U are so so so troublesome,
I want to leave U as soon as possible,
U never bring any happiness to me,
because of U,
I could not spend my time to my family and my friends,
because of U,
I get hurt so much.
because of U,
I've lost my sales.
U are stupid,
useless,
I hate U.

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Yeah~
Tomorrow no need to rush two places at the same day,
because one of the booth have been closed,
haha, but I have to go ampang park. = =''
I wish to go those places where got a lot of friends and customers,
I need sales~
No sale no money~ >.<