I have never changed my personality, trust me, I will prove it.
Or maybe I am not, maybe I have changed.
But did I?
But I know I am still me, I will prove it to you.
You have to trust me, and I know you will trust me
I hope that you can read this and understand me and all my wishes

Good Luck ^^

God will bless you, all will be alright, don't worry.
No more worry, no more doubt @@

Nothing can bring you happiness but yourself

"Nothing can bring you happiness but yourself." 'Ralph Waldo Emerson

You've heard it before, "Happiness comes from within." No truer words have ever been spoken but the reality is most people seek happiness outside of themselves. They look for some thing or some person to bring them happiness. They wait for a certain event or milestone to occur in their lives and that is when they will be happy.

When I get a house, when I sell this house, when I graduate, when I lose weight, when I change jobs, when I get divorced, when I find someone, when I get my promotion, when I do this and that and everything else, THEN I will be happy.

But people will come and go, possessions will get old and everything always changes so how can you hold onto this fleeting happiness? Why not find real happiness, the kind that is eternal and the kind that no one can take from you?

And the good news is you already possess it. It is inherent in your soul. You don't have to go and get it or get anything to have it. You only have to find it, to tap into it and begin to enjoy it.

That happiness comes to you by starting from where you are right at this moment in life. Not some time "when" and "if" something happens. By valuing what you already have, by truly appreciating what is right in front of you and learning to be grateful for everything you are and have is when you will begin to experience happiness.

As cliche as it sounds, this moment is all you really have. So why put your life on hold waiting for some one or some thing to make you whole or bring you happiness when all you have to do is open your eyes and look around you?

Seeking fulfillment through others and by acquiring possessions is like chasing the proverbial pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. It isn't just about attaining something. It is all about enjoying the journey along the way while reaching your destination.

When you only find happiness at the end of the road toward some achievement it will be a long road in between and instead of experiencing the constant peace and love that is inside you, you will lose sight of the greatest gift you own.

Your beliefs and thoughts are the only thing standing in your way to experiencing living for the moment. Learn how to detach yourself from the outcome and enjoy the ride to wherever it is you want to go or whatever it is you want to have.

Remember, more time is spent on the road to achieving our goals and the second we accomplish them we are on to the next one or next person.

So doesn't it make sense to figure out how to tap into your internal joy and not rely on external events to supply you with it? You'll spend a lot more of your life living happy instead of always looking for it. It's your choice!

没那么简单

沒那麼簡單 就能找到 聊得來的伴
尤其是在 看過了那麼多的背叛
總是不安 只好強悍
誰謀殺了我的浪漫

沒那麼簡單 就能去愛 別的全不看
變得實際 也許好也許壞各一半
不愛孤單 一久也習慣
不用擔心誰 也不用被誰管

感覺快樂就忙東忙西
感覺累了就放空自己
別人說的話 隨便聽一聽 自己作決定
不想擁有太多情緒
一杯紅酒配電影
在周末晚上 關上了手機 舒服窩在沙發裡

相愛沒有那麼容易 每個人有他的脾氣
過了愛作夢的年紀 轟轟烈烈不如平靜
幸福沒有那麼容易 才會特別讓人著迷
什麼都不懂的年紀
曾經最掏心 所以最開心 曾經

想念最傷心 但卻最動心 的記憶

1st post of April( to Miss Chee)

Suang Jing said that after she has backed from NS and I didn't update my blog, she want to read it, so this is for u, but actually I have nothing to write ^ ^


1st of April, went countdown for Leroy's birthday with another 10 persons. OMG, the cake that Hong Khai, Hui Yen and I bought for Leroy is spoilage by the waiter, I think they didn't keep it in the refrigerator, it melt.

2nd of April, Leroy's birthday. Went lunch with Leroy, Carol, Suang Jing, Yao Hong, Hong Khai at Great Eastern Mall. OMG, Yao Hong and I have ordered a non delicious meal. After that, we went to Yao Hong's house, my 1st time to her house.


3rd of April, I back to my work as a P1 promoter for 1 week to train a new guy there, but I felt regret that the decision that I have made to work again, it is quite bored to stay at there for the whole day, nothing to do, I don't know why Leroy can stay there for 2 months consecutive. I have my dinner with Li Ping (don't know whether it is consider as dinner or not ^^) and that time I met TOYS( Yi & Li) at the food court, is long time that I didn't see them, is happy to met them there, although it is only a short time. Woo~ kah mun came to my counter and she look for Leroy, haiz...unfortunately, Leroy is not there.

There were 8 more days to Langkawi, I like travel, but I do not travel oftentimes, so that I like to join the trip with my friends. I am going to buy chocolate for best friends TOYS, kai, des and my auntie. In other case, it is annoying, the newspaper has written that, H1N1 is appeared at the island which near Langkawi. Worrying...


Suang Jing, I have already written my blog here, my 1st post for you ^ ^

第二个星期

时间一滴一滴地流走，

很快的，来到第二个星期了，没有工作的第二个星期。

很快的，来到了月尾，仅剩区区的7天就搭入4月份了。

刚刚收到了益进的信息，搞到我都不懂要写什么了。

他妈的，又不懂说什么屁话了。

昨天说好这个月尾一定会出薪水给我们的，

今天就得知没薪水出了。

你妈妈的啊，我从来都没试过这样~

2010的第一次

17/3，2010年的第一次生病，很辛苦，至我懂事以来，第二次这样辛苦，头很痛，很晕，整身痛，没力气。然后去看医生，哇，烧到40度，我跟医生讲我的腰部很痛，他说那个是肾，大概是我喝不够水。整天都很头晕，很痛。

离tar college 的报名截止日期不远了，还犹豫不决，不懂要mechanical 还是mechatronic。其实我想读两课，第一是engineering，第二是accounting，但读不来。

没有工作的日子真闷，但很轻松，第一次打这样的工就遇上这样的问题，够糟。

2nd week of march, I m still waiting

Woo, I woke up at 7.30am today, and I go out at 7.45am to Kajang and arrived there by 9.45am. I took 15 minutes walk to Plaza Metro Kajang from KTM, it is really feels warm for a P1 promoter who wearing a black uniform and exposed to sunlight, deng deng~ sweating~ OMG, it is warmest at 5pm, I have got to walk from Plaza Metro Kajang to KTM, spent another 15minutes under the blaze of sunlight, fuyoh, syok lor~ But already enjoyed the cool condition in the plaza, not bad too~

Actually my boss wanted to put me in kajang and selayang mall during this month is not such a bad news for me, because I have got to rush there and back, and I got no more time for me to think a lot, I have felt better now, is a good news for me, hope this will remain continuously through the end. Actually I am still waiting for miracle, although I know there won't be, but I am still waiting~

Another week has gone, it comes to 2nd week of March, they still haven't pay ours salary, by right they have got to pay us before 7th for every month, so we are waiting, we have been waiting for around 2 months, and the answers that I always get from them is "I will gao dim for you", " is disposing".

TOYS birthday is coming soon, dunno what presents I going to give them, haiz...

SPM result is coming out soon also, 2 more days